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作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-10 23:31
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day after day i must face a world of myself, desperately.

作者: LOVETINA 时间: 2005-6-10 23:32
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[M31] [M31] [M31]

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-10 23:32
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how could i get out of the depression?

作者: evens 时间: 2005-6-10 23:33
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[M29] [M29]

作者: golfer 时间: 2005-6-10 23:34
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[M08] [M06] [M06]

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-10 23:34
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all the friends and the acquaintance seem to be out of my reach.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-10 23:35
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the sunshine and childish smile are far from me away.

作者: E.T. 时间: 2005-6-10 23:36
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[M13]

作者: golfer 时间: 2005-6-10 23:36
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God bless us all!

作者: LOVETINA 时间: 2005-6-10 23:36
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[M31] [M31] [M31] [M31] [M31] [M31]

more sunshine

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-10 23:37
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waiting? or wasting? i can not figure it out. the world belongs to others, and let me alone.

作者: 绿如蓝 时间: 2005-6-10 23:41
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[M29] [M29] [M29]

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-10 23:42
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i once thought i would be free, in the happy ending of the marriage life. but why am i still here, desperately living in sigh?

作者: 绿如蓝 时间: 2005-6-10 23:42
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tomorrow is another day! [M31]

作者: golfer 时间: 2005-6-10 23:46
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[M16] [M16] [M06] [M06] [M41]

作者: 高兴就好 时间: 2005-6-10 23:46
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有什么心事, 可以在这里诉说啊. 这里有最好的听众! [M29]

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-10 23:50
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i pretty appreciate scarlet's braveness,yet life is so material to make people's flabbiness.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-10 23:52
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daydreaming. i am always daydreaming.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-10 23:57
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dreaming of the flowers outside of the high school classroom, the laughters along the corridor,the stupid chemistry teacher pushing the sliding door, and 4 bald-headed youngsters marching towards us, those who were waiting for them for all the noon...

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-10 23:58
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the summer, that was the summer, like today, like here in guangzhou.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 00:02
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"nothing,"they said,"we did this for fun. and you know, it's terribly hot."
out in the playground they answered the principal.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 00:06
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summer of 1989.queasy summer.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 00:08
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back to life, my thought is wandering.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 00:14
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"couldn't you do it better?you are just killing me?!"
i shouted at the girl, who tried to pull my leg down in the water.
i turned and saw his ugly face.he kept silent all the way.

作者: mandyfeng 时间: 2005-6-11 00:15
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[M32] [M29] [M29]

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 00:18
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btw, is that your cat?

作者: APACHE 时间: 2005-6-11 09:09
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youax [M14]

作者: romantic 时间: 2005-6-11 11:21
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[M29] [M29]

作者: Jolin 时间: 2005-6-11 13:45
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waiting ...

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 14:25
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one of them went to college in ha'erbin.winter was coming, i received a letter.
"i sleep more than 12 hours a day, can you believe that? i put the leftover between the window frames and it turns frozen in an hour."
dreaming. still dreaming.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 14:29
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we walked along yangtse river and he said:
"you know, i really can not stand your temper. like last time, i felt very sorry for you when you shouted at her."
"is this the first time you've been knowing me?"
then we broke up. i could not remember how many times we had done that.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 14:33
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letters kept coming.
"i can tell you whatever i think.to her i can not. every time i try to make up some good words to her. i hate myself to be this affected."

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 14:37
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down his dorm, i was waiting, full of tears. it was 2 o'clock in the afternoon. slowly he walked down the stairs and gently asked:"have you eaten lunch?"
"no,"i answered.
"why did you hurt yourself like this? you always hurt yourself."

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 14:44
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"yeah," mom answered the door. "oh, it's you. you're back. good for you.how is everything going on with you. could you get used to the coldness there?"
i walked out the bathroom and saw him standing there in the living room, with a charmingly witty smile. he bacame taller.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 14:48
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everything turned back to the normal. we often visited liane together,and she extolled his improvement in english speaking. we did shopping downtown, meanwhile helped liane's american friends with some translation.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 14:53
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we sat on the stand and talked. it had been half a year.suddenly i remembered before the test, one sunday afternoon, we went to school together. the street was blocked by the parading undergraduates. we got down the bus and walked. he took my hand tightly.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 15:01
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we fighted. we fighted frequently. i once tore his t-shirt into pieces. that's a gift from liane, from canada. and i had all the bruises on my shoulder,the ones that he left on me when he tried to push me away as i lost temper and threw myself towards him.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 15:09
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that night, the moon was very bright over the sky. we chatted about his university and the new girl from jiangxi in his class. he also sang a song of wangjie, a new popular singer at that time. "她的背影已经慢慢消失在风中。。。只好每天守在风中任那风儿吹。。。"

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 15:16
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grandfather passed away. my family went back to hometown. looking at those sad faces,thinking of all i had done, i regretted very badly. i mailed him a letter, telling him my new thoughts, hoping we could start all again. and he met me at the bus stop. very happy and relieved.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 15:22
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we were both very cold. i could feel the chills from the bottom of my feet. 1 am. neither of us wanted to go home. we just chatted and chatted. it seemed that we would never have that chance again. he taught me to speak cantonese (ironically, i am in canton), which he had learned from his cantonese classmates.

作者: Jolin 时间: 2005-6-11 15:22
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share you some words my sister:

God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain.

But he promised the strenth to days, comfort to tears and light to the way.

Be strong! [M29]

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 15:27
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last year in uni. everyone seemed to be alienated from other people. those who had been good friends frighted for the one chance of work. i looked it on coldly. he decided to go back to where he was from.how ridiculous that i felt nothing.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 15:33
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another term passed. i met his father one day and he said he was back again. one blazing afternoon,i went to visit him in his home.
"hi, long time no see. how are you?" his mother said.
"i am fine, auntie. where is he?"
"he has gone swimming."
"where?"
"in the river, just down there. " she pointed the way.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 15:39
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the last day, i did not see him off at the railway station. i wandered in the campus,feeling desperately. all the friends were leaving me. how could i have the strength to live in the same place in the future, where all those happy and unhappy things had taken place.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 15:45
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i could see him out and away,although there were many people on the beach.
when i approached him, he was shocked.
"how could you find me?"
"i went to your home and your mother told me you were swimming."
"but how could you see me here, so many people."
i grinned and said:"i just can see. i can see whatever i want to see."

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 15:51
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2 months after the graduation,one day at home, my father turned on the TV and then the whole family shouted out loud.
"see! it's him! it's A! he's with his colleagues. they are on the interactive show!"
and i saw him sitting in the spectator stand, laughing. the hostess once pointed him out. he stood up and answered the questions. he was much stronger and, happier.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 16:00
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i sat on the sand and we started our talk again. the dusk came and again the moonlight. people scattered little by little. at 10 o'clock we stood up to leave. he jumped into the water to wash the sand off his body. when he came out, B shivered by the warm summer night breeze.

that was the last time we were together. the next day i received the enrollment advice from my university.

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 16:06
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postscript:

i sometimes chat with A through QQ. he was a father now. living a happy life in his city.

B stayed in ha'erbin.i hadn't seen him for 13 years until the spring festival of 2003.he waited for me before the taxi and at the first glance of me he said:"you remain the same. you are just like you. that girl in my heart."

作者: 温如玉 时间: 2005-6-11 16:19
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So sentimental [M29]

作者: libra girl 时间: 2005-6-11 16:19
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瞧这英文功底 [M21] PFPF...

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-11 16:29
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QUOTE Created By Jolin At 2005-6-11
share you some words my sister:

God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain.

But he promised the strenth to days, comfort to tears and light to the way.

Be strong! [M29]

thank you. i understand. sometimes people need the words to relieve. i am actually strong. hehe.

作者: Jolin 时间: 2005-6-11 17:09
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QUOTE Created By desperate At 2005-6-11
[quote]QUOTE Created By Jolin At 2005-6-11
share you some words my sister:

God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain.

But he promised the strenth to days, comfort to tears and light to the way.

Be strong! [M29]

thank you. i understand. sometimes people need the words to relieve. i am actually strong. hehe.[/quote]

That's great! I like your words! [M29] [M29] [M29]

作者: King Lion 时间: 2005-6-11 19:57
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As a song said.

Seven lonely days, make one lonely week.

Seven lonely nights, make one lonely me.

Ever since the time, you told me you're through.

Every lonely night, I cried and cried for me.

作者: romantic 时间: 2005-6-13 09:21
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QUOTE Created By Jolin At 2005-6-11
[quote]QUOTE Created By desperate At 2005-6-11
[quote]QUOTE Created By Jolin At 2005-6-11
share you some words my sister:

God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain.

But he promised the strenth to days, comfort to tears and light to the way.

Be strong! [M29]

thank you. i understand. sometimes people need the words to relieve. i am actually strong. hehe.[/quote]

That's great! I like your words! [M29] [M29] [M29][/quote]

I love it.
[M29]

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-13 13:10
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thank you guys all.
i would try to write more.

作者: romantic 时间: 2005-6-13 13:13
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QUOTE Created By desperate At 2005-6-13
thank you guys all.
i would try to write more.

I'm not a guy. [M07] I'm a girl [M24] .

a lovely girl like Shirley Temple. hehe... [M05]

作者: desperate 时间: 2005-6-13 15:08
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QUOTE Created By romantic At 2005-6-13
[quote]QUOTE Created By desperate At 2005-6-13
thank you guys all.
i would try to write more.

I'm not a guy. [M07] I'm a girl [M24] .

a lovely girl like Shirley Temple. hehe... [M05][/quote]

i like temple very much. she belongs to a part of my childhood memory.
btw, "you guys" does not necessarily mean boys. hehe. it means a bunch of friends.

作者: romantic 时间: 2005-6-13 17:28
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hehe...thanks! [M29]

作者: levin 时间: 2005-6-14 20:20
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It seems that your world rushes in over the string of the lingering heart making the music of sadness.

Cheer up,my friend,life is not bad! [M29]

Thank you for sharing your essays with us, either in English or in Chinese. [M36]

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