在儿子christopher在老爸和自己狂奔排队争取来的“避难所”的一个床位上,用无助的眼神低声问老爸“Did mom leave because of me?"老爸心疼地赶快否认,说"Don't ever think of anything like that.Mom leave because of mom.You don't have anything to do with that."儿子懂事地说了句"You are a good papa."那情那景,我掉泪了。生活的压迫,父母的分离,对一个孩子的伤害有多大。而苦难中相依为命的父子,那份相互理解相互扶持的舔犊之情,令人落泪。
我的第二次落泪是当他们在Church里面,各色人种,怀着各自的心事,在各自的境遇中,来教堂里聆听唱诗,多少人听得泪流满面。"....Lord, please don't move the mountain. Please give me strength to climb it....." 我第一次相信了信仰的力量。